is this it?

i don't need hassles please... it's too much for me to take this time being so preoccupied with life's dilemma, what i need is an easy way out, so if this is it and this is now for real then i wil be so much grateful about it if not and still has a lot of hassles then i will go back wandering where i am hiding and think that God made me so much to be so unlucky. Well, anything goes for tomorrow, i need to be myself need to step up a little and hope that everything goes so well. In case not, then reality is too much to take. sigh again and again